I need to get off my but and do stuff. I need to be less worried about what people think of my work and just get pieces done. I feel no confidence in my writing or designing without a classroom. I fear competition rather than savoring it as I used to. Things that I think are nearing completion are being put aside and then revamped entirely. This used to be a good thing- a way to get new and fresh ideas, but right now it seems like it’s gotten me nowhere. I’ve applied to 2 design jobs since this whole unemployed business started. Two. How pathetic. I need discipline. I need someone to say, “Stop right here. It’s good enough. Move on.”
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